newport is the only brand i can feel at all anymore; i missed them in england. smoking for me is both physical and psychological: the head rush and the control. there's so much that i want to do, and even more that i want other people to do. and when i can't do it, and i can't make them do it, i can still have a cigarette.
i'm smoking five a day, a level i've never been able to maintain before. i usually 'quit' when my chest starts to hurt, and start again under stress.
It's been a month since this post. You've done amazingly at quitting smoking. Except for that one time, which was gross like in a crack addict sort of way. I, for one, am very proud. I am as bad as a smoker in my habits, since I enjoy (non-menthol) second hand smoke quite a bit, but I have decided to quit hanging out outside with the smokers as well. Cheers to me!
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